Our IUI Journey Part 1

So most of my readers know the entire story of our infertility issues. Long story short- we have issues. Lol.

Today I took the first step in the IUI process.

I went to see Dr. Harper at the fertility clinic. They did an ultrasound. Nothing like checking out your uterus and ovaries up close before 8 am!!! The follicles looked good on my left ovary. Uterus lining was "thin"----> no clue of that is good or bad. On my right ovary I had a "leftover follicle" The nurse asked if I had taken a pregnancy test. "Um...yeah.....5 a month for the past 2 years. Why do you ask? Lol. Of course being on CD 3 already she figured it would move its way on out eventually but the blood sample they took will tell them if it is still "hormonal" Again....no clue about all that...all I know is that she said if it WAS still hormonal we would NOT be able to move on. Boo!! I'm suppose to hear back today on the blood work.

I also got a prescription for chlomid. I had to ask her if she realized that our "issue" was not on my end....I don't want to end up with triplets!!!! She said yes and that it would help. Ok.....if I end up with 3 she is totally taking one of them!!!

So now I'm just waiting....which I'm use to by now.

We suck

Well..we sort of got behind on bills. Well not behind really..everything is paid in the month it is suppose to be paid but not always by the day it is suppose to be. Lol. It could be worse but I REALLY wanted to work on getting these stupid car loans paid off!! So as of right now

Matt's truck balance

Was (last month): $15, 601. 17

New Balance: $15,252.00 

Guess I should be happy that it went down at all! lol

And my car:

 

I <3 my car! lol

Was last month: $10,431.74

New Balance: $10,218.29

Like I said before...at least they are going down...slowly..

ugh

I guess I should update. The bitch showed. I'm drunk. But it is ok. Because I'm not pregnant. I guess it's ok. *sigh*

I was mistaken...

AF was suppose to show her ugly face on Friday...not Sunday. And guess what...she isn't here. I know I shouldn't get my hopes up but I can't help it. And of course now I am thinking about all the "symptoms" I've had a headache for like 3 days, everytime I try to drink I end up sick as a dog (I know I shouldn't drink while TTC'ing but after 2 years of negatives you tend to say F it- especially since you were wasted when you got pregnant with your first!! ) and a few other things. I tested yesterday but forgot about it and ran out for several hours before checking it...so it technically doesn't count.

I swear I see something but then again it was way after the time frame. I'm going out to get another one today. Lots of prayers and baby dust please!!!

SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY!!

(Said in my best wrestling announcer voice)

This sunday the evil witch is due. That's right...AF.

Do I think I'm pregnant......nope.

Do I have any hope that I will get a BFP.....nope.

Will I proceed to rip apart the test and stare at it until I swear there is a line....yep. 

Will I buy a 6 (possibly 12) pack of Bud Light Sunday afternoon.....yep.

Will I drink said Bud Light.....yep.

Will I tell hubby that "I'm done" & "get a vasectomy" ....Yep.

Will I mean any of it.....nope.

Will I cry....nope...Oh who am I kidding...I will cry like, well, like a little baby.

Sunday Sunday Sunday

Arts & crafts day

Me and Lula took out the bin of arts & crafts stuff I found at Publix awhile back. It was pretty sweet and I only paid like $1.50 for it!! They are sitting on top of the Yuengling in the pic.

Here is what she made with a little help from mommy and a LOT of glue.

She had so much fun! Unfortunately I don't think my table will ever be glue free

Stupid Bills

So we were doing real good on paying down our loans. It got a little crazy and I got a little too involved with Mr. Dave Ramsey but hey...it did work. Just a few months of doing it and our account balance went down. And it isn't like we owe a whole lot...about $26,000 on the vehicles and another $22,000 for my student loan (blech) and of course the house which I'm not even including because we have no intention of paying it off. We should be selling it as soon as we get the cars (possibly the student loan) paid off. That's IT! No credit cards. No personal loans. A tiny $48,000 in debt. I have heard of people who had nearly that much just in credit cards!! *CRAZY!!!*

So now it is back to doing good and paying the stuff off. First is the SUV. I will post the balance somewhere around the first of every month :) Hopefully I will see the difference. As of today we owe:

$10,489.57

 That's my ride :)